Wow, I’ve still not been on here for a while. Think I’ll need to set some time this week to update everything. My bad, sorry x

Things have gotten me down lately. Job hunting really isn’t a lot of fun. I never thought it would take this long. I just want to work … I’m willing to work… I’ll give it my all to work… but that doesn’t seem to mean anything now. I’m obviously doing something wrong, and I think my confidence levels are very low, which maybe might have an effect on how I approach things. I’m desperately trying on build this, but some time’s I’m not sure where to look. I want to do some training but I can’t afford it, I want to go to see different place’s but can’t afford it, I want to make some art but I’ve lost my confidence and can’t afford to get things printed.

I’ll keep plodding along, there has to be something out there that I can do. I just want to be happy in my role and whatever that is, hopefully it will benefit other people. Giving-up seems like it’s the easy option, and that can’t be the only solution. Good and exciting things are never that easy. It’s all a part of the journey isn’t it?

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